tuesday. actualli it should be IS day today. sports and wellness in the morning and oral comm in the afternoon. but then again, my sec sch hv teachers day celeb today. so i nv went for SW in the morning. then i thought i'd go for my OComm class cuz it starts at 3 in the afternoon. so when i called Diana, she said that she was at home and she decided not to go to school. and i was like huh? really? then rite der n den i decided not to go since i'd be the only girl in the class if i went. so yeah. i skipped school today. but the thing is i dont really feel that guilty.

so wad hapen today. i went to CP first b4 going to sch. i was feeling like umm...i dont know, shy to go inside w my outside clothes. somemore i was wearing a scarf. hmm...i was with haz and we were like waiting for ain. but she was sooo late so we went inside first. and then the first person that cross our path when we were alreadi inside was my so-called enemy. haiz. the first face that i saw should be her. when it was clear that she was one person that i wanted to avoid that day. and then haz told me that the next person was my ex-admire...and i din saw him but he saw me..so embarrased.. but i feel like happy. dono y also. maybe its cuz its been a long time since i saw him?

aniwaez, haz wanted to go up to the hall alreadi so i followed her. and i was like feeling so self-conscious. like everyone will be like looking who is that wearing the scarf in the school? then walk until we saw Mr. Liang. he talked to Haz and then, it looks like he was alreadi ending the conversation so i was like then me? and he had to like stare hard at me and then it occur to him who i was. haiz. do i look that different??!!

then after that we went to the back of the hall. and there i saw another person that i sort of miss...and he looked sort of surprised seeing me like dat. but then like halfway during the concert he was like standing beside me and stuff...hehez..so happy. OMG. i hope he dont read this. aniwaez. the concert was like alright. i enjoyed the dikir and the part wer dose ppl sang the P.Diddy song as it was one of my all-time favourite song. oh and Azri's band. he told me he wanted to sing blink 182, or the reason, or any oder Hoobastank song. then wen the actual ting came, they sing a spanish song. but it sound familiar thou. so it was alrite la.

den after the whole thing, he got ask me abt his performance. and i told him it practically sux. haha..no la. i'm not dat bad ok. i told him it was alrite la. den i get to meet all ma frenz! my dear Jannah...so long since i actually met her. but then we talked for a while. then me concentrate on e concert or the person beside me..hehez...kiddin la. after dat, since me not going to school, decided to follow ain go town meet shazniah. so long since i met her.

so while haz went home w her bf, me and ain went orchard. sit at mac wait for shaz den wen she came, we took neoprint. den talk2 catch up on tings. den eat. den me and ain go home while shaz went to taka meet her bf. so dat was it la. i don even feel a bit guilty for skippin skool. haiz.

den tmr haz ask me accompany her go sentosa w her frenz. and i was like tinkin twice. i want to go and yet i was like tinkin tmr sch we hv in house tutorial. but like if i do also i tink i fail. so wads e difference. and i want to see if i don go sch got anybody miss me or not...hehez..:p ok la. tmr i won go sch. but wad bout e "TING" for baby? hmm... hope somebody go online so i can ask dem now.haiz...i tink tmr i'll b updatin again. see how my day went. haiz..

^If U dOn hAve A gUiLty ConsCieNce, DeN DaT exPlainS mE^

its damn noizy in here. rite now i'm having my workshop and all my classmates are playing their music loudly and it is DAMN irritatin. just now, me, sutha, and shirlyn went here quite early and there was no one else as the rest were all havin lunch outside. now after their arrival...haiz. and there is really nothing i can do abt it. where had my few minutes of silence gone to???

so anyways, first day of school since the break/test whatever. so far i only had my FS and IMMF lessons juz now but the results/paper was not given. i think marking was not quite complete yet. but i met nadia on my way to class juz now and she told me that she got back her PSP paper alreadi and so i asked her how she did. she said all rite la...haiz...

later i am goin to my PSP class. and its practical somemore. i hope Nat wont be giving me any trouble. i havent been seeing him for the past two weeks and its been blissful! if i found out i dont do well for my PSP paper, well i guess thats the end of it. i am going to be aimed for the rest of my life...well not really la..juz exaggerating a bit.

hehe its really quite boring in here. i have got no idea wad to do. actuali we were supposed to do a proposal for our upcoming project which has to be handed up this saturday. but my grp are bz doin their own stuff. so am i.

hmm..tmr shld be teacher's day celeb. my friends keep asking for the past few days whether i'll be going or not. i said i'll confirm w them today. but moz prob i'll skip SW and go for the celebration...hehez..ok so i noe this is bad but there really is no other way. this is if i want to go back to school. i'm not sure as der'll be quite a few ppl that i'm not particularly interested in. so should i go or shldnt i? hmm..muz hv long chat w frens.

*frowning* well these ppl really know how to make noise man. i'm really irritated now. so i guess i'll be going to tell them off..hehez..(as if!)

^IzziT bEttEr tO avOid & feEl NothIng oR to Go aHeaD N feEL thE paIN?^

i did some studyin in e library...well at least i tried my bez to...first of all, wen to e library like 5 mins after 12 n like it was totally full alreadi...cant find table for me n frenz...so i juz sat one corner n start takin a bk to read while waitin for dem 2 arrive...hehez..den eileen call me ask wer i am..so i say level 3 lor...but dey walkin e opposite direction lor..so luckily i found dem...

den i say we gt no place sit..so we search search until we end up at level one der...hv to sit on the floor sia..so sad...haiz...but nvm la..at least can study..but we nv talk bout psp onli lor..dono how we suddenli talk bout boyfrenz la, bout boyz stupid hormones...(cuz dey tink bout sex like moz of e time durin e day) n bout these kind of stuff...those heated arguments usualy btw eileen and callen lor....me juz keep quite n listen onli but wonderin also how we got talkin bout dis kind of stuff wen we shld actuali study psp...hehez...den got study a bit a bit...but then i decide to practice my psp on lappie since its more useful dat way...but i got stuck halfway liao...wan ask callen, but by dat time, he studyin FS w eileen alreadi so i sit der w my lappie listenin to avril lavigne song..n watchin cartoon..haha..angeline sit beside me readin her psp bk..i cannot read animore la..cuz i tink its no use if i read but dono how to do liao...rite?

then we frm 1 study until wad time also i dono...4 sumtin i tink..very hungry liao...nv eat lunch also frm juz now...so we pack go causeway liao..den go der so pack also..dono wer go eat..end up at burger king...sit der also like so compact like dat...actuali callen say he gotta go by 4.30 but we delay delay...haiz...den wen reach burger king i rmbr i nv bring my $$ cuz i tot no need to use wad..like study in library wer got use money rite? hehez..at first callen offer to lend me money but i don wan liao...haiz..den after he offer again a few times den i take liao..cuz i so hungry...$6 per meal sia..so ex..haiz..den while eatin we talk crap liao..callen finish eatin first...i still haven finish..den my fries still so many many so ask dem help eat liao..got ask callen also but he donwan...den eileen scold him say help eat la..hehez..den he eat liao..but he eat nv take e fries one by one..he take one big chunk n stuff inside his mouth..den angeline ask he so hungry izzit?
i say to him la..juz now offer say full alreadi den can still eat like dis..he say muz eat many many at wan time den can taste e potatoe...larf lo...den i giv him one fries...ask him taste..he said got no taste liao...weird guy...den frm der talk bout ppl who eat so much la..wadeve until e topic turn to shampoo hair liao...dono how cum also..hehez..callen say his shampoo also don last until one month...den say cuz he shower like 3 times a day...haiya..got la we talk until so long dono e time..look watch alreadi like 5.30 alreadi sia..callen late alreadi liao...den babies still hv to go home first cuz dey say later dey goin pub...haiz...so me juz go home liao after dat...lucky my house near near onli...not like yesterday..hougang sia...

but like everytime study will be me, eileen and angeline plus one guy...yesterday is lao da..today callen..hehez..funi liao..nvm..tmr laz day to study b4 e actual ting..haiz..muz buck up liao..psp still like blur sotong like dat..den FS not enuf practice...somemore first paper again...haiz..*panic panic*..*strezz*...

^ItS nOt TheIr FauLt tHey'Re LyK dAt ... But U sTiLL cAn'T hElP FeElin DisGusTeD/AnGerEd bY tHeir ActiOnz^

today not much studyin is done...let me tell u y..its quite a story actually...

ok.. so first ting, me went out of house at 10am..cuz juz had to get outta der...cant take mom's naggin animore..so dono wer to go also...so early sia, 10 o'clock..so i go Mc der at Causeway and order an orange juice...den sit at one corner, mind my own business..read CSA txtbk..sit der for so long i tink break werld record sia...nv buy anitin xcept orange juice onli...wad type of customer is dis sia...aniway, me sittin der den haz call..tell me she go skool at two..so i ask her cum down la..since she wan her cd..hehez...wait until half an hour later den she cum..by dat time i freezin alreadi liao...i tink dat was ard 12-30 like dat..den we talk talk...she said she go sch at 1.30...i told her i meetin my fren angeline..so we talk den walk den go to control station...until like 1.30 like dat angeline call me..so meet her up der...on e platform...she meet haz..hehez..den say e neoprint wan huh? hehe...den we all go board mrt...

den suddenly at yishun der, got dis grp of students cum in...den i hear one guy say..bole tahan org kat blakang kau...n he meant haz...n i was like omg...wad e hell?? n i look at haz see if she notice anitin but she too bz w her hp to notice...den dose ppl talk somemore n i was like unbelievable dese ppl...n their onli kids frm sec sch for goodness sake...haiz...den haz drop off at yio chu kang..me n angeline continue our journey...destination-Dobhy Ghaut...den take north east line go kovan...so we talk talk on our way der...talk talk until i ask her wer r we n she say city hall...den we talk talk somemore...haiz..until i hear "nxt stop marina bay"..den i like stare at angeline ask her y we goin to marina bay??? haiya! den we paise alreadi la...but lucky bounce back..so we drop off at Dobhy Ghaut...laughin like hell...y we so blur blur like sotong like dat...actuali meetin Wei Xian and Eileen at ard 2...but i tink dat time 2.30 alreadi liao..den we go de mrt still got 25 mins of journey b4 reachin e place...at last we reach almost 3 alreadi liao..n dey both were waitin for us alreadi...hehez..

so we go Mc..Wei Xian lead e way wan...den onli start open bk at ard 3.30...still today i like no mood wan study liao...so Wei Xian got buy maroon 5 cd alreadi so i listen while tryin to study liao...FS man...cannot concentrate...haiz..den feel sleepi...den halfway thru, suddenli start sneezin alreadi...haiz..wad is dis..den i so borin go disturb e babies la...haiz..den at 6 o'clock we go eat prata...dats e reason y we go so far study in e first place..hmm...e prata so nice...esp e roti boom...V V delicious...even thou i alreadi eat nuggets at Mc alreadi liao b4 dat..haiz..so full..but werth it..

den after dat hv to go home alreadi liao...7 alreadi den juz wan take e train..me n angeline pretend2 wan distract eileen..so she miss her stop liao..hahaz...but it din werk..:p..den all e way me n angeline talk talk somemore la..talk bout all dis relationship n stuff...den i say for me wait long long la...i don wan relationship so early...cuz v troublesome...angeline also agrees..haiz..den we talk bout some private stuff..dono how we got talkin bout dat stuff also..like how do we noe if a guy is a virgin or not...hmm...she say her guy fren say dat for girls u can find out but for guys u can t..wad is dis sia...no fair...den if dey lie to us how? we nv noe...

den dey can anihow play ard we still nv noe sia...wad e hell...aniway y i talkin bout dis also i dono ...ok ok...so dats y today not much studyin liao..den tmr plannin go w'dlands civic centre study psp...callen go teach us..haha..faster la finish common test...i don wan so stress liao!

^Two PatHs-riGht or LefT. No sUcH tIng in BtW... Make UR ChoiCe^

so early reach e library today...12pm arrive alreadi...haiz..juz had to get outta house...mom keeps naggin..say she fed up w my attitude dese days...say i nv help at home...so i got a scoldin for not doin anitin...funni..she scolds and scold, i juz sat der n stare at the laptop screen...got noting to say..if i repli even werse, so i juz keep it all in...haiz..sumtimes i juz wish i was e bad gerl...be e wild child...den at least if mom wan to find fault w me got gd reason...nvm la..y i talkin crap also i dono..so today study like crap in e library..of cuz study alone la...no one wan study w..i sit der n look at all e diff books for hours liao...until 6 den i leave e library...frm 12 nv move my butt...juz sit in dat chair n observe oder ppl cum n go..at least i got to cover a few chapters...feel quite hapi dat i at least understand a bit of sumtin...

tmr meetin my frenz in sch...haiz, break still go sch..so far some more..haiz, but got no choice..muz ask dem to teach me..so tmr goin der reach at 11...so early??!! at least wen i go library at 12..hahaz..makes no diff..

actuali tot of meetin haz today, pass her cd, burn for her alreadi..but wen i call, she was w mansur...forgotten dat it was his b'dae...hmm...nvm la..her cd, not mine...

sis said she took her o'level eng oral juz now...she said the pic v diff...hmm...i can't rmbr my experience...nvm..wish her all e bez..4 angeline also...nxt wk oral...all de bez ya!

oh ya, juz now on my way home saw mdm kartini n mr tan ch...cant believe dat i salam mdm kartini..hahaz...even NJ said dat she wouldnt dare..hehez...but i juz walk off after dat la...don wan talk so much...confirm dey'll ask if i'm doin well in sch...bla bla bla...den dey sure will ask if i comin back durin teachers day later..haiz..see la..maybe if i can make it i will...

now mz go to slp alreadi..tmr wan wake up early go sch...so sianz...but common test comin soon liao...so muz werk hard..den after dat can slack like hell...hahaz..

^Der R Times WeN uTinK sUmtinGs RitE, But Its Not...OdeR tiMez U noE sUmtIngZ wRonG, N u'Re riTe^

nowadayz my mom keep nagging at me for no reason...y??? i feel like ppl are all findin fault w me..ok, so izzit sumtin i've done? was it sumtin i said? aniwae, wad is wrong w all dese ppl??? or is der sumtin wron w me..hmmm...muz tink bout dat for a while...so aniwae, today first day break..i hv to study but cannot do it at home cuz mom keeps nagging (?!!) so i went to the library and study der frm one till five...wa..like do stress like dat liao..aniwae, got thru a few chapters of CSA n PSP..can understan a bit a bit...den tmrw doin e same ting...study also alone...my frenz all say wan study 2geder, but nv hear anitin frm dem...nvm..den after studyin, meet haz...so long haven see her...more dan 1 wk i tink..hehe..we go ard lookin for a prezzie for her bf, and i buy shoe...haha..no la..juz went round and round causeway and chat...catch up w tings...den after dat go home...haiz so tired..tmrw muz study again...dono la..tink go library again..den later ask frenz if wan study 2geder...dey muz teach me cuz i need help on some areas!!nvm la..muz learn to cope on one's own...k guess dats it..notin gd to talk bout..juz feelin more n more stressed..wonder how i'll feel for e common test next wk...even werse i tink..haiz..k..sleepin now...muz need lots of rest...

^cHErISH eACH n EVeRY sECoND u HV cUZ It May vERy WeLl B uR lAz^

Finally! i finished my IMMF portfolio alreadi and have alreadi upload the thing. YES! it feels gd not to be so stressed. i slept at 4 and woke up at 6 the following mornin yesterday jus to finish the damn thing. *sigh*
but then again, PSP. the results for my test is that i onli got a 3 out of 10. no wonder that nat keep attacking me. but the question is that y onli me? i mean my fren even get a 2 and its like she got stay at the back of the picture. WHY???!!! and i am suppose to meet him todae to show him my werk but i got oder stuff to do so i juz forget it. who wans to see him aniwaez?
my fren ask me y i giv him attitude...i mean i don giv anibody attitude okay. so i tell her that if he nv find fault w me, i confirm mind my own business wad...wad the hell man...
next week no school, break. but no fun for me as i am going to study like crap until i reali understand the subjects. if not, i confirm will not do well for mu common test which is the week after. Such a hectic schedule. and after common test i still have this assignment that is due by the fourth of Sep. Lets just hope that i am able to meet that deadline.

Now feelin very tired. haven seen my frenz for so long. Ain said she miss us alredi..haha..muz make plans soon. Funny how they always leave the planning for me...*haiz..well gtg now..muz hv beauty slp..haha..haven had a fitful slp for so long...I'm coming my bed!!

^SumTiMes OnlI tHe SimPlE tIngz Can MakE u HapI^

*sigh*...ok here goes..wad do u get when its dat time of the month and a) you're feeling moody/sad~havin mood swings, b) you have a dateline by Sat and u haven even got started yet, c) u realize that the common tests is just ard e corner and u hav no idea wad dey talk bout in class, d) u came to school not feelin so gd onli to end e day gettin werse...yap, u guessed it...the answer is me!

i was so moody in school today, u can juz ask my frenz..i hardly say anitin n den, tings got worse..during PSP, the minute i sit down and talk to my fren, i was attacked by the stupid Nat in front of the class (well, actuali its two classes-we were havin lecture, and to be more specific, i was sittin at the back of the class, not in front), scolding me n sayin things like i cld leave if i wanted to. well of course, i be the gd gerl and stayed, but if only i hav e guts to leave, i wld!! then, all through out the lesson, if there is any questions he wld ask me...wad e heck??? n like after he scold me at e very beginnin, wen we need to do the practical, he came and ask me how am i doin...i ignored him n get on w my werk...wad e hell was he tinkin? humiliate me in class and he tinks its so easy to forgive n forget?? ok, so then towards e end of the lesson , he told me i did badly for my PSP quiz...somehow, i've alreadi guessed this as its the onli explaination as to y he's attackin me so many times today.

he said that he's onli tryin to help and i'm spoz to meet him tmrw n ask him qns on wad i don understan...well, tryin to help my ass! excuse my language but i am damn pissed man! and my frenz notice that i end up w a black face...in e mornin so moody alreadi, den cum back even werse...*sigh* wad am i goin to do w myself?

n i still hv to study for my CSA test tmrw...lets juz hope that i don flunk dis test as well, if not i am goin to have a lot to deal w...

well, on the bright side (which is quite dim actuali) its Leonard's b'dae today! wished him alreadi at 12:10 this mornin n he invited me go bbq dis comin sat...i noe for sure that the only reason he invited me was cuz he wanted a prezzie frm me...lol...wad an idiot..juz wanna wish him all e bez n gd luck for his upcomin o's...

well, gtg now...hav a lot to be done (if u were payin any attention juz now, u noe wad i'm spoze to do) n sis alreadi callin me to eat dinner...later

~MeMorIez R sWeEt:.TrEasUre TheM~

well guez wad??i'm stressed!!!
ok so here's the ting, i have to complete dis IMMF assign by dis sat n like i haven even started yet!!!ok so maybe i have the layout but so wad???and i need help from Diana but she's not online at e moment...well, guez i hav to survive on my own den...anywaez today my craving to eat at MC has been fulfilled!!!haha...ok, baby i wont say anytin bout wantin to eat at mac anymor...lol...hmm...but abt dat ice-cream...
today cum skool so early but dat mr jalal or wadeve his name is didnt cum...waste of my time..i actuali had 2nd tots bout coming today...so all we did was run round e stadium 3 rds-3 i tell u dats more dan e usual!!de volleyball coach asked us to do dat...den after dat we juz sat der doin notin and watch people playin soccer..(there was dis guy who pushed a girl down but din get penalty!!!wads wron w e referee???btw, its a mixed team...) and i juz sat der talkin n talkin to wei xian...apparently we had loads to talk bout it fufilled our so free 90mins...hmm..
so as usual, after sw, i met up w diana and we decided to eat breakfast at MC..hehe...eat n she help me do html...so it wasnt dat stressful...den went back to skool, bought our notes, had a short nap in e library...lol...n went to class...ocomm was notin reali...lucky me ders no speech today..den after dat go w diana buy prezzie...its purple in color...i like but i wonder if e b'd gerl does...hmm...so basically dat was it.. din reali get much done..now still struggling w html...can sumone pleaz help me??? i truly need a miracle!!!

^a JouRneY Of A thOUsaNd MileS bEgiN wIth A sIngLe sTep...^

damn! i juz deleted everytin i juz wrote..now hv to start again...sianz..so aniwae, i'm back w new layout..not sure if dis wan's betta or e previous wan..muz ask opinion frm NJ or Shaz, but dey both not online...well nvm,,goin stick w dis wan ferst..
i tink todae ders funfair in my sch..but me din go cuz i reali can't be bothered..plus i don have the tickets...
hav been on since afternoon doin dis...researchin n editin..reali tired..but at least now i can manage to do my portfolio for immf..speakin of which, i haven even been tinkin of wad topic to use in my portfolio...sutha said she's gonna do bout dogs..ask me to do bout cats..i don tink i can la..wad to say bout cats u tell me? haiz..like dis tmrw hav to go do research again...24/7 online..so sianz...die la like dis..
dateline nxt week somemore...OH GOD! suddenly i am gettin STRESSED!!! den hv remedial for psp cuz we gonna be missin lesson on mon cuz its national day...wad is dis???how to feel spirit for s'pore b'dae like dat? can't b bothered...i tink everywan excited watchin firewerks on mon, i'll be locked up here doin assigment assignments assignments...oh man, speakin of which, i juz remembered dat i hav to do an online quiz for OCOMM...die die...dat wan also dono wad to do..STRESSED!!! feels lyk goin back to sec sch...wah, crazy sia..sec sch even more stress...but i realy cannot take it la...nvm, nw muz control...later i burst den...dono wad hapen also..lets juz sae u won wan come near me..hehe...now i tink i play game ferst b4 goin to sleep..hehe..how to get gd grades lyk dis, tell me??

^if sUmOne WeRe To TelL mE mY mIztAkeZ, i WouldN't HavE dOnE thE thIngS i dID^

i am goin to go crazy soon...now its alreadi 1:37 and wad am i doin? updatin my blog...anywaez for e past how many hours, i have been making changes to my bloggie...even up till now, its not really complete yet..muz ask help frm angeline baby..(',')

well luckily tomorrow no school...if not sure cannot wake up wan..haven been doin anytin much la todae...got skool as usual, [did i mention that ders a CSA test?! confirm fail la dat wan] n we're spoze to finish at one afternoon, but we were suppose to go for e briefin on wad elective...haiz..

der those peeps talk bout wad electives to choose for semester 2 [so fast??!] n we get to noe dat mmc do not hav to choose an elective cuz we confirm tk MMA module...(cant reali rmbr wad dat stands for)...n by dis time all e guys frm our class went off [ders not even much who went in e first place]..we waited until ard 3.15, den e lecturer said dat we can leave [well at least i tink dey did] n we all left..(me, angeline and eileen) eileen meeting her broder, angeline waiting for her fren, n me, well i leave for home..hehe..i tried callin haz to see if e plan to go play pool was still on, but her hp was off, i tink...so i assume it was off..

aniwaez, i hv spent ages updating dis blog..i wonder if e new look is alrite..i mean, like i said, i haven finish doin dis n dat, but i hope w e help of some of m frenz, i'll be able to update it soon...notin much to say cept dat ain surprises me by goin online juz now...she told me her computer had problems but i guez its ok alreadi...talk to shaz also juz now..not much but i ask her to help me w my blog...maybe tmrw..we'll see...

national day comin soon..to be honest, i don even feel e atmosphere...not sure y thou..n our skool din even hav a celebration..or maybe dey did n i din noe bout it?(*blur*) hmmm...
i tink its almost time to go to sleep..even thou tmrw no skool still muz wake up early..if not kena scolding by mom...(*sianz*) but i'll surely be back later...in the evening maybe? hehe..u won get rid of me dat easily...

^dOn geT uR hOpes RaiSed ToO mUch Or You ArE sUrEly in For A diSaPPoiNtMent^

i still haven buy eileen her prezzie yet...die la..b'dae laz saturday now still like dis...sori ah baby..later i buy la...e blue turtle beanie gone already liow...nvm la..muz look for oder tings..
anyway, go skewl so late todae...klas start at 12 and at 11, i was still at e interchange...and i onli board e bus at 11.20...but arrived quite alrite la..not so late...sutha didnt' even come to skewl juz now..told me she meeting her boyfren..first time she skip class since skewl started...to meet bf somemore...
moodswings still on..still acting crazy..yesterday, me n sutha were laughin our heads off over lots of tings dat a reali silly..reali crazy la..but i tink dis goin to end soon..if not, den too bad la.. all my frens hv to deal w my craziness..hehe..don mind..
onli got 3 hrs of skewl todae so noting much la..onli CSA dono wad bull* dat connie talking bout...den callen was suppose to teach us but he ditch us cuz he wanna play soccer w his fellow classmates...^_^...eileen so angry already...now don understand anytin..wanna buck up also like dono how like dat..
after skewl went to bugis w eileen...said wanna buy stress ball..but we go der nv find wan..den i go home...she go ps find..but den juz now say still haven find...nvm la..
msg ain tadi..tanye nk jumpe kat cp tk...beh wadeve crap la dier ckp..malas nk layan..cam gini eh lain kali tk ya ajak kluar se..everytime i ask mesti ader2 je..lazy to ask anymore...haz lak tadi ngan matair dier..so cannot accompany me go cp..
but then juz now i saw fara and fatin der...fatin so cute...fara lost her voice but somehow we manage to communicate..hehe...itz reali been a long time since i las saw my cuzzies...
nowadays, i doin a lot of thinkin...bout skewl, bout studies, bout me...n dis certain ting dat has been goin on in my head since monday...nvm...its not reali dat important..
kol li ting by accident juz now...luckily she was in skool, so she cant answer e phone..haha..but its been a reali long time since i talked to her..wei lin also..he say wan check email and reply me but until now also nv hear a single ting from him..wad se..muz msg him later on and ask..noe he so bz but still...tmrw got test...CSA..die la..still hvn study yet..hope can do..den tmrw after skool got dis briefing bout elective dat we r spoze 2 take..hmm..not looking forward to it..hehez..

^lUpaKan SajA tenTanG rAsA itU kEranA iaNya tiDaK aKaN bErsaTu dI buMi nYatA^

i was reali too bz to update dis thing, but me 3 oder frens of mine went out for a movie last thursday...we watch I,ROBOT starring Will Smith...he is sooo cute!!!and the car!MAN! but overall the movie is a must watch...its really great...
yesterday, i meet up with Haz and we hang out at CP...again...i had to return my library book so we headed to Civics Centre and der we saw....AMANG!!!haha...Haz tk mengaku se yg dier tu ex-nye..she didnt even saw him...i was e one who spotted him first...and he acted like he didnt see us at all..well dats fine with the both of us..i tink he was with his girlfren...hmmm...makes u tink twice y dat gerl wanna b w him in the first place...

luckily today during my OCOMM it wasnt as bad as last week...at least i get to babble something dat makes sense for once..today i tink i'm getting crazi..smile to myself...i feel like i'm skipping instead of walking..and then i'm singing to myself...dis onli means one thing-either i'm having my PMS or i'm juz reali hapi for no reason...take your pick...

Haz juz msged me juz now...ask me to play pool w her tmrw..i said ok la but she'll hv 2 wait cuz my class ends at 3...cum to think bout it, i havent even prepare for tmrw yet...muz faster get ready...

everybody seems to be sick nowadays...coughing and all dat...hmm...muz b e weather.. hope no one pass dis bug to me...now everytin got test la...got quiz la...wadeva crap la..don tink i can do very well for all dis la..don understan wad dey teach den wan give all dis nonsense...wadever..

tink muz buck up la..but i very blur blur in sch...den wan to ask also dono who to ask..nvm la..muz study on my own...nw muz get ready for tmrw..if nt die la laz min early in e morning..


^i dont mind spending everyday out on your corner in the pouring rain look for the girl w e broken smile ask her if she wans to stay awhile....^