alrite. it has reaally been a long time since i've blogged. and this is the first time i actually get my hands on the computer. for the past few weeks, my 'darling' sisters have been hogging it all to themselves so i dont stand a chance. but now they are in sch!! HAHA. aniway...time for a little update.

ok, so i am now having my holidays but the funny thing is, ever since the fasting month started, i havent been out of the house once, not even to meet my friends.. how sad is that? i know, i know, but i've been so busy doing some sewing (my baju raya) and i was sick for a while and stuff that i cant seem to find the time to go out. anyway, i'm fasting and i juz cant find the mood to go out. and most of my friends are still schooling so...u get the drift. and now i have to start help make the kuih raya. so early...

aniway, sorry u ppl, for not being online so often these days... haha..cuz like i said cant get my hands on e computer. and my laptop is still down. the other day, i jus did a random scan and found out that there were two viruses. surprise surprise. plus i cant use the internet. and since i'm not going to school, i don think it'll be fixed. haha. actuali there is no harm in going to sch to repair my laptop. but i jus dont find that reasonable enough to travel so long jus to do this. or maybe i should? i dont know. i'm too damn lazy. haha. well, still have two more weeks of fasting (i think??) before Hari Raya. cant wait to go out with my friends and all. Haha. guess i'll jus hang in there.

^SoMetiMes LifE can Jus Be So UnPreDictaBle^

well...been feeling sooo much better ever since all those tests are over. its been a week since i've blogged and all tanx to mugging for e common tests. but now...*peaceful* :D
ok, ever since my tests are over and done with, i have been enjoying and slacking like nobody's business. well, i deserve it. after all those stress that i've been through these past few days.
so..lets see wad i've been up to. well Friday ders no sch for me cuz i hv no paper...so all i did was catch up on my sleep...sleep like a pig...I DESERVE IT! haha...how many days has it been dat i've had a normal slp? none lately..so i woke up real late on friday and did practically nothing. juz slacking around the house. and then, planned to meet haz at 3.30pm. so i did. and guess wad we did? we watched WHITE CHICKS. and lemme tell u sumtin...it is DAMN hilarious...reali..should watch it if u havent. i really recommend it.
and then when i went home, i watched raising helen..haiz..so nice..i feel so blissful and relaxed..haha
so yesterday, guess wad?? i went to SENTOSA!! haha.. and reali had a great time swimming and tanning. me and haz are e onli peeps who went there..cuz its a last minute case..but it was reali fun..cuz my temptation of stepping in the water for a swim [ever since months, i think] has finally been fulfilled...haha..yeah it was reali a great day. and when i went home, i watched catwoman...nice show..haha...movie maniac.
and i reali had a great time and it was realli a change frm wad i've been thru for the past few weeks. don remind me bout it. and i am sooo happy that e tests are OVER! see how it changed my life? :P. now i am looking for company to go n hv fun with for the nxt few weeks...weee!
oh and fasting will start dis friday i think..so muz be prepared for dat...but in e mean time...

okay so NJ has been asking y i haven been updatin ma blog. cuz i've been too busy with work and my laptop is spoiled and i juz don hav e time n patience to bother on such tings animore. ok fine. maybe dat came out wrong. but u see, i have been through a lot of shite for this past few days. first of all, my psp walkthrough test. i hav no idea how to do it. cuz i din even do e assignment by myself. copied frm a friend cuz i dono wad to do. den e paper was damn bad for me cuz i din memorize cuz e nite before dat ma fren says there's no need to. well. he was wrong and i, being e fool dat i am followed his instructions. if i know how to do e damn thing, well its a different matter altogether.

and then, i was thinking, oh well, at least the assignment could help me. well. i was wrong again. on the account dat i tried to hand it in to MEL just now, i found out (after i have send it) that the file that i copied frm (which is my friend's work) was in that file as well. and lets juz say my lecturer is not that dumb. he will find out sooner or later. and i am juz going to get it.

i feel like such a bloody failure. i feel like i can do nothing right for this module. it just makes me miserable. and even the shoppin spree yesterday seems so far away now. and the other common tests are just looming around the corner.

you know what? i give up. i jus do. with my life, with everything. cuz nothing seems to right for me anymore. even my laptop has given up on me. VIRUS. freaking virus. and i have to get it repaired. but the onli thing is, the whole of nxt wk, i am having common tests, so i don hv to bring the laptop. and so wen am i goin to repair it? i don know. and like i said earlier, i don giv a damn animore.

^EveryBody Dies. Why Not Now? (For Me Aniwae)^

oh and NJ, i hav alreadi updated. din say it was goin to be a gd entry.