omg. i was damn pissed. he juz cant leave me alone can he.
--wad happened-- my day: morning, set alarm at 6. wake up @ 7. meeting sutha at interchange at 7.30. rush everyting.
as usual went on e sleepy bus ride. almost fell asleep. but managed not to.
reached sch, wait for e rest. xue'er saw me n i talk to her n angeline for a while .
jeremy n simon wanted to leave for class so said gdbye to frens.
reached class teacher not in yet. spend time daydreamin. 9.15 still oder classmates haven arrived.
Mr Tan started revising. wen finally the rest arrived, gave common test results. got 95.5/100 happy, shocked, unbelievable.
went for IMMF lesson. Thai thai was exhausted. no results given.
mood by then: cheery break.
angeline baby went to send her bf to doc.
felt like eating briyani at canteen 1. no place. went to atrium n sit starin at ppl. started raining. 1.45pm, decided to go back to canteen 1. hopefully got place alreadi.
bought four plates of briyani for all of us. ate. delicious.
went to sq n use laptop. wanted to do psp prac but surf net instead. saw bun. was on his way to class. stop n chat w us. he woke up late so nv attend early class.
class startin @ 3. angeline still haven return yet. the rest went to class. me n eileen waited for baby. finally arrived in cab.
went to class. took stairs to e 5th level. almost died.
-PSP CLASS- Nat giving out results. wanted to see us one on one to talk bout paper. asked us to do PSP prac while waiting. surf e net instead. was not sure how to do prac. no intention of askin Nat.
my turn.
~hi how are u?~
~fine~
~would u like to take a sit?~
SAT
~here's ur paper.~
D+
~would u like to take a look at ur paper?~
LOOKED
~any qns bout e paper?~
~no~
~well first thing you didnt fail. but i would like you to atten remedial class. i would not want u to fail this subject. i see u as a bright person (this is the part where i was laughing silently) but also as a person who hates my guts. (silently thinking "oh so you noticed?")
see, my remedial class is... (this is the part where he babbles on and on abt his way of teachin remedial class. OH PLEASE.)
~so wad r u doin tmrw @ 9?~ ~i hav S&W~
~S&W?~ (this is the part where i explain to him what S&W is. N he calls himself a lecturer.)

the continous conversation is abt him askin me to attend remedial held tmrw. i told him i hav dis & dat, which was true. he told me to bring laptop. i said der were some difficulties.

N DEN he started mocking me. like saying "oohhh, is it dat diff to bring?" n "now dis is hard". n this is the part where he's starting to PISS ME OFF BIG TIME.
but i juz sat der n nod my head wadeve. i tink he'll still wan me to cum tmrw n bring ma lappie, if not for Lao Da. luckily he interrupted n said dat i was in e same S&W as him.
so Nat then goes: ~ooohh..ok. so it will be weds at 3 instead.~ n i was like U STUPID M.F! wouldnt dis be easier frm juz now??!!.

so left the table feelin damnPISSED. totallyPISSED to e core. spent the rest of e afternoon tryin to do prac but couldnt concentrate cuz was PISSED.
went home. met angeline on e way. went to bus stop 2geder. she took 61(?). i took 961. was thinking names durin e journey. name callin Nat dis n dat. not very nice werds. went home feeling more depressed n frustrated.
--end of story--

rite now i'm even more depressed than ever. i still hate Nat n i still hate PSP.
i am depressed to the core. no calls or msgs or motivation talk or laughter is gonna help me.
wishing to juz curl up n die.

^DeR CaN OnLi B One wHom i'd Go tO.^