i juz don seem to get it. y everytin is juz goin wrong for me dese days. it juz seems like everywan is either pissed w me or pissin me off. if mom is pissed w me, den dat wld piss me off. its juz pissin in here. wadeve. bull. aniways. i have trouble walkin..ok not so much walkin as climbin up stairs. i hav like juz climbed e bukit timah nature reserve hill wadeve yesterday for ma orienteering. so it wasnt realli dat bad yesterday. but it definitely was tiring as hell. onli ting is, i woke up dis mornin w a huge ache on ma butt. a pain in e ass. literally. haha. no, its juz dat my thigh joints are aching. not sure if u get my meanin. i'm not even sure of it maself. so i juz cant climb stairs for e next few days cuz it'll be like 'ouch, ouch'. nothin much happened in sch today. juz dat we had lesson. found out dat e nxt common test will be doubly diff dan e previous wan. hell. i'm in deep trouble. lecturers say dat e first common test was easy dats y everywan get A's. OMG. i get a freakin D. how e hell m i gonna make it for ma second common test? *freakin out* aniways, after sch, accompany shirlyn to mel service center cuz of her lappie. problem. after dat went home. see? nothin much. not until i reached home. dats wer all e prob arise. ma mom. ma sis. jus everybody. its like e werld is juz pissed w me. but as far as i'm concern, i did nothin dat cld cause dis. been sobbin ma heart out quite a few times dese laz few days. its juz gettin werse and werse. but no one notices. cuz i still look pretty normal on e outside. onli ting is, inside its chaotic. real mess. so enuf bout dat. i am plannin to start studyin frm nw on, so dat i wont b left behind by all ma genius clazmatez. or maybe i'm e dumb one. who noes.

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