okay so NJ has been asking y i haven been updatin ma blog. cuz i've been too busy with work and my laptop is spoiled and i juz don hav e time n patience to bother on such tings animore. ok fine. maybe dat came out wrong. but u see, i have been through a lot of shite for this past few days. first of all, my psp walkthrough test. i hav no idea how to do it. cuz i din even do e assignment by myself. copied frm a friend cuz i dono wad to do. den e paper was damn bad for me cuz i din memorize cuz e nite before dat ma fren says there's no need to. well. he was wrong and i, being e fool dat i am followed his instructions. if i know how to do e damn thing, well its a different matter altogether.

and then, i was thinking, oh well, at least the assignment could help me. well. i was wrong again. on the account dat i tried to hand it in to MEL just now, i found out (after i have send it) that the file that i copied frm (which is my friend's work) was in that file as well. and lets juz say my lecturer is not that dumb. he will find out sooner or later. and i am juz going to get it.

i feel like such a bloody failure. i feel like i can do nothing right for this module. it just makes me miserable. and even the shoppin spree yesterday seems so far away now. and the other common tests are just looming around the corner.

you know what? i give up. i jus do. with my life, with everything. cuz nothing seems to right for me anymore. even my laptop has given up on me. VIRUS. freaking virus. and i have to get it repaired. but the onli thing is, the whole of nxt wk, i am having common tests, so i don hv to bring the laptop. and so wen am i goin to repair it? i don know. and like i said earlier, i don giv a damn animore.

^EveryBody Dies. Why Not Now? (For Me Aniwae)^

oh and NJ, i hav alreadi updated. din say it was goin to be a gd entry.