i think its about time i should update my blog. ok, so its been one week since hari raya. and i havent really gone out much for early this week because my sisters are still schooling so there isnt really any time for us to go visiting. and to be totally honest, i dont really feel like its hari raya. i mean, it was only when my mom turn on the radio and i heard 'lagu raya' that i remembered that hari raya is still on. cuz in my household, everything is as per normal.

of course there's the usual kuih raya sitting on top of the coffee table. and the house looks a bit more 'nicer' than usual. (haha) but i think that's about it really. no mood for me. and if i watch tv, my hand would slowly creep up to the table and eat the 'kuihs'. Fine, i know its for guests, but there are plenty more in the kitchen that i can hardly care. plus i still feel like i'm fasting. it's going to be quite a while before i can break the habit and start to eat my lunch again. havent had lunch at all this wk even though fasting month's over. i guess its because i'm quite used to not eating for the past one month.

anyway, its the weekend, and i think we are going to go out visiting. if im not mistaken. it should be tomorrow, but i guess i'll have to check w my parents again. anyway, the other day, me and haz went out-to return library books. haha. our 'raya' outing would be the coming saturday, i think. the other reason we went out was to discuss the dates and day that our other friends would be free. and we ate at swenson there. haha. just for the fun of it. and finally i feel so much better now that we have decided which day we are going to go out. cuz i think the rest would just shrug their shoulder off this responsibility-making decisions. haz has decided that next year, she's going to be the one who's gonna shake off that responsibility and let them do it. and she told me to do the same. ok. its fine with me. the only thing is, if i dont do it, i dont think the others will. nvm. this is a story for later i guess.

anyway, been busy off doing some other things lately. and to be honest i am quite addicted to it. but thats all im gonna reveal. anyway, Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims out there. Hope your Raya was better than mine anyway.

~ Breaking tHe habit. Tonight. ~