i need a place to vent out my pent-up extreme frustration, and what better place than my blog eh? i haven been this frustrated/annoyed/fed-up/juz freaking pissed since...well, i havent been [all of those feelings said] in a long time.

so here's the details. i've been putting a whole amount of effort/time/and whatever else it takes, making graphics. I was making this one in particular juz now. Juz when i'm putting the last finishing details, there was a short circuit. Inside the house. At that moment. a freaking short circuit pisses my off. if this was the first time, i could handle it [well sort of anyway. i handled it nicely yesterday]

why, yes. there's the answer. it happened yesterday as well. and at that same moment too, where i was juz nicely finishing things off.

y didnt u save first? do a backup u idiot! - u may say. but what for? i was juz finishing things and then i'd save it. i cant be saving the thing every single time i add something on it right??!. well actualli i can, but i juz cant be freaking bothered.

juz as i cant be bothered w the technology now. and no more electrical stuff for me. so in frustration *after my com switches off due to the stupid short circuit* i tell myself to stay away frm the stupid computer cuz i cant take any more electronical stuff/tech stuff, you know, the whole package.

so tt's when i do graphics the old fashion way-yes, paper and pencil. i must say it's been a while since i last did drawings. and now, well, i juz need a lot of polishing up to do. and so i'm going back to drawing/sketching/shading and leave graphical designing for later. tt means i'm not gonna continue w version 3 for a while. HAH! whatever lah saleha..who's looking forward to this thing anyway. shldnt have announced it in the earlier post. *sigh* well.. whatever.