i feel so.. empty. dead? maybe. depressed? i hardly think so. bored? most likely. my intention of going to east coast for a cycle seems to go down the drain. reason? weather doesnt look so good these days, plus its hard to find a suitable company WHO IS FREE and WILLING. and i can only do it within these 2 weeks, this and the next. and obviously this week is out. i'll see what i can do. whoever would be so nice as to accompany me do some exercising(cycling) , do tell. i'm bored to my wits end. (gosh, i'd never thought i'd start advertising at my own blog)

umm, lets see. would it be alright if i went MIA? i think i need a vacation. and now that its actually the holidays, its about the right time for that. only thing i'm short on is, the cash. as usual. yes, even if i would like to go and look for a job now, its a bit pointless, seeing as how i'm only going to spend the whole month of OCT fasting. i'm sure many would think that it should be no problem, but i dont think my parents will be thrilled at the idea of me working whilst fasting. i'm not that thrilled myself, but i bet, i'd have lesser TIME to kill. at least i have something to do, plus i think i could use the cash.

but unfortunately, that's not gonna happen, and i already have an idea of what my schedule for next month is. doesnt take a genius to figure it out.

gah, i need some cheering up. and i miss my chocolates. havent had them in D A Y S (alright, excluding that piece of choc cake)

once again, i feel so empty.

or maybe its just my stomache.