Have you ever wondered what its like to switch places with your sibling? Probably not, or even if it did occur once, it will most likely be at that instance where you're thinking "I wish I was (insert sibling's name here) because he/she gets to do (insert the thing you're envious of here) and I can't, because (insert likely reason here). Right, does that made even the slightest bit of sense?

Anyway, I've always wondered what its like if I was, instead of being the eldest, the youngest in the family. FIRST, Lets get something clear here. I absolutely despise attention. I'd be the one who likes to be in the background, blends in the crowd and not stand out too much. Especially in public.

SO. I'm wondering, if I was the youngest, would I still be the same person as I am today? Would I be craving for attention? I can imagine what its like in the family. I'd be called by my (elder) sister(s) and be asked to do this (and do that, bring this and that etc), I'd be deprived of some privelages, I'd hardly understand half of the conversation my sisters are having. Because, truthfully (and shamefully, I admit) this is what I noticed happened to my youngest sister. But really. She will forever be the youngest, act the youngest in the family. If I compare my attitude personality to hers (when I was her age, of course) its nothing similar. Even though, funny as it is, we were brought under the same roof, with the same parents, applied with the same set of rules (except, I must admit, the rules are ... versatile as the years passed), surrounded by the same family. But we turned out so different from each other, I really have to wonder how I'd turned out if I was her. If I was instead, the youngest, would I hate attention as I do now, or would I seek it?

A weird post, eh? Yeah, I knew I should've chosen a course that was along the lines of Sociology.

Oh well.

[Off-topic] I would like to transform my flabs into abs.

(What's with all the italics?!)