Finally my lifestyle can be resumed. Time to hit NORMAL mode. For the past 48 hours, I've been stuck on the computer doing whatever I can to finish up my VID project, which I would have to hand in by 5pm, just now. I was so focused on meeting the deadline, that I forgot.
When I stepped out of the house, I realize that my life has just been revolving around OASIS all day and night.
When I stepped out of the house, I forgot that it was a Friday, and not just the day I'm suppose to be handing in my work.
I forgot that it was 3pm, where everyone's on their way home from school, and not just a few hours before the deadline.

If its too complicating, what I meant was that I forgot that it was actually just another day of the week, and not the DAY-I-HAVE-TO-FINISH-MY-WORK only. If I keep looking at the clock, my mind would think this way "Okay, its already 5am. Only ___ hours left till deadline. ", not "Oh its 5am, let's start a new day!"

My sleeping hours? The times that I was asleep (during the past 2 days) was from 6.30 till 9. AM

Which reminds me, I should be asleep now. Everyone else (my sisters) is already in Lala Land.

Even skipped Thurs' class, which is BA (9-12), but I hope we don't miss anything much. For the moment, I can rest over the weekend, which is a really huge relief. But its only temporary as there would be more assignments coming up. BA, and VID project 3. I'm lucky there's no more assignments for PM (except for some tests, I think), SA (Just some Practicals to get some CA marks), ISDT (only left with exam now). It's about time I go crazy. I'm surprised I'm stil quite sane.

So anyway, let's leave the projects/assignment talk aside. Lately I keep seeing random people from my past. My Primary school, madrasah.. etc. I recognize faces easily. VERY easily. Even if I were to forget your name, it is most unlikely that I would forget your face. Unless of course, if you went for plastic surgery. But normally, things would go this way for me. Since I remember faces, I remember who they were. So if I were to come up to them and suddenly said "Hi, its been a while" they'd just stare at me and give me a blank look. I could almost guarantee that. That blank look that says "Erm, do I know this person from somewhere..?"

Yeah, I know I don't make a significant impression on other people. I'm most likely to be forgotten after the few years that you don't see me. It happens, since I'm not the type that stands out anyway. But I'm fine with it though.

All of a sudden, on the bus ride to school today (just for handing up the assignment) I started feeling nostalgic.

I miss walking along the sidewalk, with my humongous bag on my back, and my sister at my side, heading towards our parents to take us home from school.

I miss those boxed lunches in the canteen, where you get packed lunch from home, and eat in school without needing to spend so much money.

I miss those tiny little "friendship" books where you pass it to all your friends, so that they could write something about themselves in it, for memories' sake.

I miss not having to care about what was going on in there world, as long as I am friends with ...

I miss the fact that we would all just smile and get along with one another, even if there were some things that we disagree about.

I miss those fun group talks, where everyone will share their secret crushes, and who has a thing for who.

Finally,

I miss the innocence.


My days back in primary school was fun. I miss my P1-3 class. My closest friends includes girls and these 2 boys, and I only remember certain names briefly and a very fading memory of what everyone looks like.

I miss them.

Btw, I love The TRAX's Over The Rainbow (Piano and Rock Version, both) and TRF's Overnight Piano Dream. Been on repeat mode since I got a hold of them.