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Friday, May 12, 2006
So you would know

People have ambitions. Great ones, ones that they'll work real hard to achieve. To become a famous idol, to be a great doctor, to become a pilot. Mainly something that they want to become in the future.
I'm not one of those "People". I am unique. I don't have great ambitions. I don't dream. Basically I don't ask for more. I only want a simple life, and I only ask for a simple life. I'm not ambitious, I'm not thinking far ahead. I don't have great goals. Basically, I am a loser I just live by taking things at its own pace.
Sometimes I ask myself, is it wrong to not have ambitions? Is it wrong to not think of a career path at this moment? Is it wrong if I am not like everyone else, who live to go to work everyday just to make money? I don't even 'see' myself in the future; I can't.
I don't want to be a doctor, I don't even want to be an IT professional.
I don't want to be like these adults.

What I want is
to live in a cottage, on top of some green hill, with the morning fresh air..


Actually I don't even know what I want.
Maybe I'll do further study after graduation.
Maybe I'll start looking for a job (which should start NOW).
Maybe I'll just be some lazy freeloader.
Who knows?

But everytime I see working adults in action, I keep wondering these things.


Anyway, I didn't know that learning PHP was like Java all over again. Only easier, or so I heard. I mean PHP doesn't even compare to Java in terms of extreme gibberish language, but I though it was something like HTML. Or I was hoping. But too bad.

Oh and I decided to look for this.

Must Have: A transport.
Basic Requirements: Sensitive, Caring, Best-friend qualities.

Yeap. That's pretty much about it. Guess what it is then.

And if I were to advertise myself, it'd be something like..

Loser. Loser. Loser.
Age: 81
Height: Below 160cm
Weight: The weight of a cow
Personality: Mixed-up-jumbled-up-of-a-lunatic-self-proclaimed-female


Oh my. I'm having such a laugh now.


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